Today was fun, went to ShiNing's house and ordered Macs. Syaiful was fasting and Yat Hong accompanied him. While we were eating, they told us that if we wanna go into the study room, must tell them first....and before that, we were talking about porn and stuff....hahas! so ShiNing and i rushed into the room, but nothing. Then after very long, ShiNing and i went again..and they were watching "stuff" on Youtube. well, guess they're not that bad either, cos Youtube dont have "actual" porn. hahas! and i was like asking Ryan AGAIN, if he is gay. hahas, cos he wasnt watching it with them. oh then, Ryan showed us his primary school friends blog. its like damn freaking sad and touching. imagine seeing your boyfriend getting weaker each day, suffering more and more each day. Imagine him, telling you 2 years ago, that he has 5 years to live. and that his heart might stop anytime. Imagine him, trying to make you hate him. Its heartbreaking! but its lucky that now there's a 70% chance....hope he gets through! cos if all handsome guys like him die, i will die too! hahas! talking about all these, reminds me of Monday. Should i give up? cos its just getting nowhere and its hurting more and more each day....
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