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Time passes by so fast....its already been a year already, yet i still cant believe that you're actually gone. i will never forget the day that you left us, 27th June 2008. Your smile, your laughter and your voice, i guess im never gonna see or hear them again. I always see you in my dreams, but you seem so far away. Too far away for me to reach out to, i hope you are doing fine. Whenever i think of you, like now, tears keep flowing. Now, all i have is pictures and memories of you. I never knew how hard i could cry or how much i could miss someone. I miss you, Samuel....and i always will. Family gatherings seem so incomplete, because you're not there with us. But you are in my heart, forever and always. May God bless you. I Love You......

loving you hurts but it hurts not loving you

21:22

heys....im using my sis com to blog cos she doesnt need it in sch today...oh yeah....bad news...well, bad news for me...no contacts...crap?...yeah....load of crap...mum allows it but dad doesnt....wth...anyways....gonna post a short post today...i think....cos gonna have my dinner soon! okay...so for the past few days is dance...dance....and dance....went with the usual people to eat lunch together....oh yar....yesterday, had lunch at the usual place....Burger King.....not enough seats so we seperated ourselves....i sat with Jia An, Syaiful & Lucas.....had so much fun....laughed till i was so tired....who's fault is it? Obviously is my beloved sister, Syaiful....hahas....so blah...blah...blah....then when to NTUC to buy yellow M&M tube....(you know in 霹雳MIT...the tube that 007 always has with him? yar...that....) so...i tried to tear away the paper on the tube so that it will look exactly like the one 007 has.....but it was a total disaster lar...i wonder what kinda glue they use...then later Minh and Syaiful was throwing the M&Ms up and trying to catch them with their mouth.....Minh didnt buy one....so i gave her most of it...then when to buy one more tube of M&M....hahas...then later walked to sch with Megan...and yes...for DANCE!! lols....today dance was super tiring lar...had to do the partner dance...my partner is Amanda!! YAY!! the two of us were laughing like hell lar...and its super rare lar....cos Amanda is a super quiet girl....anyways.....now im aching everywhere.....oh yar...i found my dance song le....FINALLY LAR!! thanks to my seniors...who told Megan the title of the song and Megan told me....hahas....oh...oh.... i almost forget....today during dance break time, the drink stall was closed...only the vending machine was open....i got $5 note and no coins...and Megan had only the amount of coins for herself....then luckily uniform group were also having their break....so i saw Syaiful....and he lent me money...im too lazy to talk about the funny process where i tried to ask him to lend me money...hahas....SISTER! YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I HAVE PROBLEMS!(although most of the time, you are the problem....) ILYAAS FOREVER!! love you all loads!!

loving you hurts but it hurts not loving you

19:33