-FATE-

urghh...wanted to go and cut hair with my mum, but so woke up so freaking early and i was still asleep! anyways, sch this week is so boring! cos of common tests and cos my dearest brother, Ryan Matthew Low was absent for the whole week! so Yat Hong sat at Ryan's place, which is beside me. then the stupid fan keep blowing my paper and everything away, as usual. but this time, Ryan not there to help me pick it up! hahas...yat hong is not tall lar, so i have to pick it up myself! hahas! Brother, faster come back to sch and help me pick up my stuff lar...I MISS YOU!!and i just feel like saying...(erm...its not to Ryan)

sometimes i love you
sometimes i hate you
sometimes i wish you would disappear
sometimes i wish you were here
soemtimes i find you irritating
sometimes i find you sweet
so is this love or hate?
my conclusion is.....
my feelings for you is mixed...

lols....boredom is making me think of all of these....guess who this is to? well...it isnt to Syaiful although it kinda fits him...hahas! if its for Syaiful, it will be.....

sometimes i love you
sometimes i hate you
sometimes i wish you would disappear
sometimes i wish you were here
soemtimes i find you irritating
sometimes i find you sweet
so is this love or hate?
my conclusion is.....
I LOVE YOU SISTER!!

hahas....and it doesnt suit...okay...i should not give any other clues or else the answer will be too obvious....should i change my blog song or not? (im too lazy)

loving you hurts but it hurts not loving you

16:35