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loving you hurts but it hurts not loving you

18:32

got loads of stuff to blog about....but i dont feel like blogging about them....so in short, yesterday's Wild Wild Wet was damn fun! screamed like an idiot, fell AGAIN, AGAIN and AGAIN....got a tan mark that shows i wore a singlet....luckily Honey and i wore singlets, cos i think the others got a tan mark of the shape of their T-shirts...yeah, i got one scratch on my leg, thanks to RYAN MATTHEW LOW!! cos there was this "water playground" that are meant for toddlers, like Ryan. so there was this super short and slippery slide made of foam? or whatever soft material you call it....so he tried to slide down by the side, then when i tried, he pushed me down...then i was like "WOAH"!!! okay....so i got revenged and pushed him down when it was his turn again...no injuries, until the END!! so he was going to slide down...Jia An, Me and someone else,cant remember...maybe Ainslyn? yeah....we were trying to push him down....then FINALLY, we succeeded....but guess what? i was dragged down with him lar...the floor was rough like dont know what lar...you sure thats safe for toddlers? yeah....then when Ryan and i scratched the floor, we were like "OOWWWW!!!".....i guess we deserved it...okay, maybe just Ryan, cos we fell many times and got alot of cuts le, but i guess it was just so fun we could not stop? oh yar, there was this girl, maybe 7 or 8 years old? she went down the slide and hurt herself, then she was like "Ouch, my balls..." AHHAH!! Jia An, Ainslyn and I were laughing like crazy lar.....okay, this was supposed to be a 5-lined post....sadly, Syaiful didnt go yesterday. Lucky for me, if not i think i'll go crazier....

loving you hurts but it hurts not loving you

17:31

hey peeps! gonna go Grandma's house later for dinner. hahas! anyways, i bored and just felt like posting something. Apparently, someone is angry at me and minh, especially me, for "ditching" him and always talking to Ryan. Ok fine, i admit that nowadays i keep talking to Ryan, cos he sit beside me and you are fasting right? so i dont see you in the canteen, then when i go tower, i also dont see you. eh, and you admit that you also always with Irna, Hatziqah and the others right? So we're equal....During outings, like yesterday, to ShiNing's house. I'm sorry i keep talking to Ryan ok? dont be angry, especially when you're fasting. I love Brother as much as i love ILYAAS ok? Both you and Ryan are equal. Except Minh, cos i love my Darling slightly more. Anyways ILYAAS, just wanna let you know that you'll always be my best friend! I Love you, Syaiful! ILYAAS FOREVER!

loving you hurts but it hurts not loving you

17:33

Today was fun, went to ShiNing's house and ordered Macs. Syaiful was fasting and Yat Hong accompanied him. While we were eating, they told us that if we wanna go into the study room, must tell them first....and before that, we were talking about porn and stuff....hahas! so ShiNing and i rushed into the room, but nothing. Then after very long, ShiNing and i went again..and they were watching "stuff" on Youtube. well, guess they're not that bad either, cos Youtube dont have "actual" porn. hahas! and i was like asking Ryan AGAIN, if he is gay. hahas, cos he wasnt watching it with them. oh then, Ryan showed us his primary school friends blog. its like damn freaking sad and touching. imagine seeing your boyfriend getting weaker each day, suffering more and more each day. Imagine him, telling you 2 years ago, that he has 5 years to live. and that his heart might stop anytime. Imagine him, trying to make you hate him. Its heartbreaking! but its lucky that now there's a 70% chance....hope he gets through! cos if all handsome guys like him die, i will die too! hahas! talking about all these, reminds me of Monday. Should i give up? cos its just getting nowhere and its hurting more and more each day....

loving you hurts but it hurts not loving you

23:56

today was super duper fun fun fun! CIP sucks cos we have to pick up litter....but Jia An and i picked none...hahas! cos it was super gross and the both of us were just taking pictures all the way! so our class finished super early and so we went to the playground to play(the whitesands park)...cos the bus will only come at 5pm...played the swing and i clashed in Ainslyn and Rajeev! oh yar, for PE today, we played Floorball! i got one bruise, cos Vanessa(i think) wanted to hit the ball but whacked my hand MIDDLE finger instead! hahas...and Hama!! you think you playing Golf is it? and you think that my knee is the ball har? whack so hard!! hahas! oh yar, so after having fun at the playground, Syaiful, Lucas and i joined the others who were on the colourful thing....anyways, i had a super hard time trying to get up lar! Jaren also...he is like so CUTE!! hahas! so Hama was trying to pull me up but failed like so many times! Then Lucas kept asking me to trust him, then he really pulled me up lar! WOAH!! thanks brother! then i dropped my phone...but...WHO CARES!?!? old phone anyway...then later, i got down and then i managed to climb back up! ON MY OWN!! hahas! and Hama is just pure mean....she pulled my by my leg and totally slided down! oh yar, she's got a kind side too! cos i hate grass...so she piggy-backed me!! hahas! so we reached sch quite early...then decided to hang around in sch till 6! super fun...better than CIP!! then we were like doing the sexy dance thing...if only guys can join Dance, then Syaiful...you 100% get in!! hahas! oh yar, so there was this part when i started kissing Minh on the cheeks, then Xena...hahas! then we air-kissed and air-hugged with the others! hahas! actually still got alot of pictures about our super duper fun days! but i lazy upload...hahas! forgive me!!

loving you hurts but it hurts not loving you